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Saturday, July 19, 2008

ayeee peeps! (;
im already missing 2G!
=(
i miss Jie Lin's friendliness, i miss Fahil's sweetness, i miss tri's hilarious ways..
i miss the whole class, including Wai Min and Adam.
haiz.
oh wells!
thursday right, after sch some of us go to the library to do the powerpoint slide thinggy luh.
lols!
then wai min was telling LAME but FUNNY jokes can.
hahaha
;D
super HIGH!
then we thought the room was soundproof coz Vivvya shout then very hard to listen(waimin n i in our HIGH state)
haha
we sounded like drunklords, just that we did not consume alcoholic stuff and we were in government building
haha
we went super nutty. after that i went for church(:
yeah
i am currently thinking of quitting band, because of people who hate me coz they think i fall in love easily with cute guys.
LOL.
trust me, i have changed, i dont have crushes on guys so easily now.
yeah. i dont turn soft as easily as in the past. yeah. Fedora n the rest who watched me grow can vouch for me. just that sometimes for the fun of it i randomly say,"hey this guys looks cute"
but thats sometimes only la.
(:
which is really rare.
haahaa.
;D
yeah, as i was saying, im thinking of quitting.
i know its a pity give it up now, knowing i have put in alot of time and money in this band.
it has been more than a year, and seeing things like this now, i really really dont know if i would regret if i stay on and something happens next year.
im really scared.
i asked Zhi Yi about it, he said that if i love music, its ok if i quit because in church there are manymanymany opportunites to make music.
yeah. but it aint that simple, if i dont have band its not like i can go to church every week also what.
yeah. i got P.O.
but after tomorrow i believe that i wont have any PO!
another reason is that my CCA points will be down to zero.
and anyway i think the band doesnt need me, im always treated as an outcast, i dont know what to do now. really. help me.

-jia en-

(Genevieve) ♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008